Haluisin uskoa kaikkeen. Haluaisin toivoa. Mutta en pysty.

She was shattered to pieces so many times,
she couldn't put the pieces back anymore.
Empty shell that used to be her heart and soul,
maybe it will heal.
She still bleeding from my own knife,
She always wanted to be happy,
to be like you.
She never could. And know,
she can't see how could have she been so dumb?
Never to be like you,
never to be enough.
Always too much, always too little.
But never little enough.

Taas kerran. Haluaisin kuolla. Yllätys? Ei.

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